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I am lonely, not soulsucking lonely but the kind of lonely that comes from me knowing I am far from family and friends and have one person who I love and who loves me back in this city.

This morning he climbed back into bed with me after his shower to snuggle and whisper in my ear 'I love you very much.' Then he kissed me and tucked me back into the blankets and left for work. I slept in today more in then I have in a very long time and I am still tired I have been so fatigued lately, how long does the time change adjustment take anyway?

Living here is nice, being with Mydaniel is great, I just need a job and some friends, sometimes I think I will never find as good as friends as I had in university then I remember I thought the same about my highschool friends and I am growning apart from the highschool or have been in the last few years while holding on to the university people.

So this chapter of my life I will be looking for other young adults to hang out with, and because I am with Mydaniel now does that mean we will need couple friends?

In other news I can't believe John Ritter is dead,54 just seems young to be gone, is that a sign that I am aging? that I realize 54 is not that old to die? Johnny Cash is dead too, he was older and he lived a long life, he lost his wife and when I heard that I assumed he would follow quick enough, scary thought pinning your mortality on to that of your partner.

I love this city on the front page of the news paper 'escorts okayed to operating in live/work zones' In good old hickville that would have gotten all the old ladies granny panties in a bunch

alright tis the end of my random mind dump

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POSTED ON 2003-09-12 AT 2:38 p.m.

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