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"I'm so lonely I could die"

I keep picturing that scene from Li-lo and St-ich where she is laying on the carpet with that playing in the background and mouthing the words, I feel that way now.

EI called me just a few minutes ago, and we talked for a while, she made me feel so much better about things, gave me a perspective perhaps I needed, how can someone who drives me crazy be such a source of comfort for me right now? I have no idea, I just needed to hear from someone who is part of my past perhaps.

I was telling her how much I hate having Mydaniel support me, how I hate that my only contribution to the household has been cleaning, cooking and doing laundry. How useless I feel that I have only gotten one job interview offer up until now, and then she said to me 'Give yourself a break you haven't even been there for two weeks yet'. and 'He probably likes that he can help you out when you need it, he makes alot of money what does he care you are not helping him pay rent right now?'

Ewwww the same werido always looks in here when he passes on the roof garden gives me the creeps.

'Down at the End of Lonely Street at Heartbreak Hotel, I feel so lonely baby'

Self pity rocks me socks

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POSTED ON 2003-09-18 AT 3:31 p.m.

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