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One Hour Photo, watched it the other day and it gave me chills. All the way through it I was thinking of this journal, the one that I write for you STPH and you AMG so that you can keep track of my thoughts and going ons, I tend to write with honest thought and emotion, which maybe sometimes or most of the time is garbled and boring.

I was thinking of Rob-in Wil-liams character, so lonely so delusional, I know my journal is ALOT less personal then alot of ones I have come across while browsing about diaryland, there are some wonderful journals I have found that women are writing for their children, ones that include photos and other things that give you such insight into a strangers life that if you saw them walking down the street you would almost feel you should say hello. I wonder if those who keep such detailed and wonderful journals ever worry that some delusional maniac is living through them, much like the whole plot of the one hou-r photo movie. Argh... I keep thinking about that now as I type away in here, I have always used a fictional name when chatting in chatrooms as away to protect my identity, yet in this journal all is known.

Last night the boy was making dinner and I was sitting on the sofa chatting with him, I looked onto the garden terrace and saw some guy looking in and it gave me the complete creeps, keep in mind one entire wall of our place is huge windows, I closed the curtains. After that I was thinking that he saw alot less of our life together then someone who might come across this journal and decide to read all the way through.

In other news...

Talked to Mom today, this was the second conversation we have had that didn't contain 'if you want to come home let me know and we will send you the money for the ticket, if you are not happy come home'. ahhh Moms

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POSTED ON 2003-09-24 AT 6:00 p.m.

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