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I am getting abit embaressed and desparate with this job situation, well the lack of job really, I mean only one(1) interview, I am at a loss for thought on that.

Last night I was laying on the boys belly talking to him in bed and he even said he thought I would get a job much faster then this, so I am sitting wondering if he is tired of me living off him, of him paying for food etc, he can more then afford it but when will the time run down that he is resentful of it? I make him sound so bad and he is so NOT I don't think I could handle it if I thought he would resent me for it, I mean its just money and I would support him in a heartbeat if the situations were changed -sigh-

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POSTED ON 2003-10-22 AT 2:47 p.m.

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