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My insomnia is so very bad right now I can bearly stand it, I lay there at night while the boy snores and stare at the ceiling feeling sick because I need sleep, having sore eyes because I need sleep but my brain will not allow it.

All kinds of things cross my mind while I lay there, all about the past, things that bother me, where my future lays, I sit there restless and sad. I know I am slipping into a deeper depression everyday and its scaring the hell out of me, I have no motivation, no happiness and I am with the person I love more then anything else.

What the hell is happening to me

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POSTED ON 2003-11-05 AT 2:50 p.m.

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