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I have been having these really disturbing dreams lately, that my sister is found dead in the bush near her house with Hunter beside her stabbed and shot, she is stranggled and shot, they are laying there like you see on those crime shows and I am so close to it, almost like I am an investigator on the scene. I suspect it is S right away but noone will listen.

I am not sure what it is but for some reason the last few times I have been around him he has exhibited this controlling behavior I would have never thought was in him, its almost mean really.

He controlled my sisters money before they were married, what she could spend etc, I could not imagine doing that to D although if we ever bought a house together I guess I would not want him buying all the stuff that he does well we had a morgage. He also controls the amount of food the dog is fed, he hardly feeds him anything, only one cup of kibble, Hunter is at least 170 pounds and on hind legs taller then my 5'1. Anyway I found this out when I gave him three cups while they were visting, my sister was all anxious and told me not to let S hear I had overfeed the dog. At the wedding he told my cousins excited three year old to shut up too. I am wondering if its just my feminist hypersensitivty to domestic violence and control or if there is a problem.

I am hoping she is smart and strong enough to leave the situation if there is indeed a problem

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POSTED ON 2003-11-18 AT 3:38 p.m.

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