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When I moved here I had all these fears, that well are coming true, I fear being dependant on D, I fear poverty, I told him I never wanted to be so dependant on him that he bought my girl products for me, yesterday he not only paid for them, he bought them himself, which I am so proud of him for, he is so shy that it was actually an effort, whereas R could just walk in and by multiple packs and not even blink about it.

Anyway i felt like a mental and physical ball of crap yesterday, but the mental is an ongoing thing, damn this is hard, so very very hard.

We had a good weekend, mostly because we had a lot of fun physical interaction, So my friends I am holding on, like that annoying 1969 poster kitten hanging from a treebranch, you know the one, yeah

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POSTED ON 2003-11-19 AT 12:40 p.m.

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