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December already and no job still, wow I am loosing it.I remember thinking that those welfare losers who lived below me ( not everyone on welfare is a loser, they just were) had the good life, they would just sit on their balcony and drink all afternoon when it was hot out, I would come back from work and they would be relaxing, the odd times I stayed home from work I realized they started right after noon hour with the drinking, anyway I thought they had it made, money coming to them they didn't have to work for, sleeping in while I had to get up, anyway its not the life for me, I am painfully bored and sad and depressed. BLAH

On a better note we went out and bought a Cmas tree this weekend, for a fake tree it looks ok, we even put the decorations from my little 12 inch tree on the bigger tree and it looks good. We bought some glass balls and garland but thats it.

I am determined even if this no job thing goes on longer not to be a depressed mess on Cmas day... in 25 days I am goign to be 26, damn I am old

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POSTED ON 2003-12-01 AT 1:35 p.m.

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